
So I do
I can look at you and
Enjoy everything I see
With everyone else
It’s just a person
Like a mom person
Or a sister
But with you
I can experience want
Acknowledge desire
And it’s ok
So I do
And you know me
Like I know myself
Maybe better
And I know you maybe
Not in your shadows
But I love you in them
And in your sun
I can love you anywhere
Everywhere anytime
All the time
So I do
Shall - 2025
In three days
January 15th returns
You left to Heaven
Seven years ago
I didn’t know you then
Soon after
You sent your song
And I found you
I gave half my Heaven
And myself to you
I wanted to be yours
And I want to be yours
Inside you is a universe
Of courage and fear
Of shyness and boldness
Confidence and doubt
Happiness and loss
Satisfaction and regret
You loved before and lost
You loved again and left
And all you loved I love
As part of you
You see I want it all
This universe of you
Embraced within my soul
Sometimes our love is soft
And at times intense
It’s harsh and wicked
You’re my temptation
And my salvation
As the love of we
It has to be
And so you see
I want everything you are
And everything I am
To be everything we are
And if it scares you
Or if it scares me
We just have to hold on
You are my tomorrow
And my infinity
And we’ll share your ascent
In three days
Shall - 2025
If forever comes to pass
Love makes you do stuff
You wouldn’t normally do
Like steal another’s girl
If he at all lets go
I faced you at the start
And never looked away
I’ll never let you go until
Forever from that day
Some may covet you
And claim it isn’t fair
I owe them nothing
And you everything
It’s for you I care
So I hold on not back
And know I always will
If forever comes to pass
I will love you still
Shall - 2025
Troublemaker
It’s not I can’t stand
For you to be alone
I just want to be
The reason you’re not
There will never be
Another you
No one to stomp
A flight attendant’s shoe
Or headbutt a guardie
Never another
Stevie Nicks or Sarah Mac
Christine McVie or Jewel
Some may come close
But I want the original
And no less
Everything inside
And everything outside
The troublemaker
I want you
Shall - 2025