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So I do

 

I can look at you and

Enjoy everything I see

 

With everyone else

It’s just a person

Like a mom person

Or a sister

 

But with you

I can experience want

Acknowledge desire

And it’s ok

 

So I do

 

And you know me

Like I know myself

Maybe better

 

And I know you maybe

Not in your shadows

But I love you in them

And in your sun

 

I can love you anywhere

Everywhere anytime

All the time

 

So I do

 

Shall - 2025

 

 


 

In three days

 

January 15th returns

You left to Heaven

Seven years ago

I didn’t know you then

 

Soon after

You sent your song

And I found you

 

I gave half my Heaven

And myself to you

 

I wanted to be yours

And I want to be yours

 

Inside you is a universe

Of courage and fear

Of shyness and boldness

Confidence and doubt

Happiness and loss

Satisfaction and regret

 

You loved before and lost

You loved again and left

And all you loved I love

As part of you

 

You see I want it all

This universe of you

Embraced within my soul

 

Sometimes our love is soft

And at times intense

It’s harsh and wicked

You’re my temptation

And my salvation

 

As the love of we

It has to be

 

And so you see

I want everything you are

And everything I am

To be everything we are

 

And if it scares you

Or if it scares me

We just have to hold on

 

You are my tomorrow

And my infinity

 

And we’ll share your ascent

In three days

 

Shall - 2025

 

 


 

If forever comes to pass

 

Love makes you do stuff

You wouldn’t normally do

Like steal another’s girl

If he at all lets go

 

I faced you at the start

And never looked away

I’ll never let you go until

Forever from that day

 

Some may covet you

And claim it isn’t fair

I owe them nothing

And you everything

It’s for you I care

 

So I hold on not back

And know I always will

If forever comes to pass

I will love you still

 

Shall - 2025

 

 


 

Troublemaker

 

It’s not I can’t stand

For you to be alone

I just want to be

The reason you’re not

 

There will never be

Another you

 

No one to stomp

A flight attendant’s shoe

Or headbutt a guardie

 

Never another

Stevie Nicks or Sarah Mac

Christine McVie or Jewel

 

Some may come close

But I want the original

And no less

 

Everything inside

And everything outside

The troublemaker

 

I want you

 

Shall - 2025