09 The recorder is yours now

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The recorder is yours now

 

 Read and become familiar with it

Instructions are in the bag

 

 He asked me to help you

 

 First, I have to apologize

For my initial rudeness

 

 I was angry at you

Over Jonathan’s death

 

 He shouldn’t have talked to you

That’s why he’s gone

 

 I was angry with him as well

You were available

 

 

 I understand

 

 And you don’t have to be sorry

It's ok

 

 

 I didn’t say I was sorry

Or wrong

 

 You deserve an explanation

Don’t make more out of it

 

 So how can I help you Mr. Sparks?

My note said to help you

 

 

 Why did you use my name?

 

 

 What?

 

 

 Your message said no names

But today you’ve said mine

Several times

 

 Yet I’m not supposed to say yours?

 

 

 Do you know what I look like?

 

 

 I saw you at the funeral briefly

 

 

 Yes but today

Do you know what I look like today?

 

 

 No

 

 

 That’s right

Because you followed my directions

 

 What makes you think they know

Who I am?

 

 

 What about me?

 

 

 Mr. Sparks

A vulture knows who you are

 

 You walked here in the open

With a scarf, big disguise

 

 You could of taken out an ad

In your paper

 

 Everyone near you is in danger

 

 That’s why

You’re not allowed to say my name

 

09001


 

I didn’t ask for this

 

 I got a phone call

And ever since I’ve felt like

The turkey of honor in November

 

 

 It’s not your fault Mr. Sparks

They picked you

 

 

 You can call me Randall

 

 You have no idea how I wish

I’d just not answered that call

 

 I've been dragged away

By flood waters and now

I’m a threat to my girl

 

 

 You’re not very strong are you?

 

 

 I used to be

I thought I was

 

 I'm supposed to be

 

 

 Feel any better?

 

 

 Kind of

 

 

 Look Sparks all I know

Is Alan promised Jonathan

Then Alan asked me to help you

 

 So, help you with what?

 

 

 I don't know

And who’s Alan?

 

 

 A friend

 

 He was close to Jonathan

We worked on Jonathan’s project

 

 Until he went into the asylum

And Alan moved to England

 

 

 United Kingdom Allen?

 

 A package came

From the United Kingdom

 

 Dr. A. Phepps, Allen?

You know him?

 

 

 I Knew him

He’s dead

 

 Murdered

 

 Seems to be a pattern

For people around you

 

 He sent me a package too

And they killed him for it

 

 His last words said to help you

 

 

 Help me what?

Why me?

 

 

 I don’t know

But there was a key, an address

Your name and number

 

 

 My package was the same!

Some place in Minneapolis?

 

 

 I think mine said Saint Paul

 

 

 They must be breadcrumbs

 

 Dr. Warbel left us breadcrumbs

 

 

 I’ve heard Jonathan say that before

 

 

 So back here tomorrow?

 

 

 No

Here has expired

 

 City Place Food Court

Tonight 6:30P.M.

 

 South-East corner of the park

Charles Street South to Park Plaza

 

 Can you make it?

 

 

 I know where it is

 

 

 Good

Find two adjacent tables

Push them together if you must

 

 I’ll find you

 

 Bring your recorder

Use the same protocol

 

 Record the address from your note

Then hide the note and key

 

 The keys were sent separately

Likely for a reason

 

 We must respect that

 

 

 I understand

 

 

 Wait five minutes to leave

Take out my ear buds

Let them drop

 

 

 See you tonight then?

 

 (But she couldn’t hear him

She’d already left)

 

09002


 

Play me.wav

 

In a coffee bar

Randall read the manual

familiarizing himself

with the recorder

 

On it was a recording

titled ‘Play me.wav’

he pressed play

 

It was her voice

 

 

“These are the rules for recording

Assume it will be compromised

 

Be brief and specific

Omit names or numbers

No times secrets or plans

Nothing they might use

 

Once played, delete promptly

 

Keep the recorder with you

Carry spare batteries

 

Delete this now”

 

 

It was the first in a long time

Randall hadn’t felt alone

 

The instructions caused a dilemma

 

How to record the address

without risking it

so he left out the city

 

09003


 

Food court 6:30P.M.

 

A petite dark figure approaches

hooded sweat jacket grey

black hair

Hollywood sunglasses

 

She sits adjacent and diagonal

at last face to face

 

Recorders at the ready

ear buds exchanged

 

Her head tilted

she removes her glasses

and everything stops

 

Words thoughts everything

 

In an instant

her voice from the recorder

makes perfect sense

 

Because she’s perfect

 

09004


 

Dr. Lydia Erin Carnegie

 

Smart confident reserved

Deceptively beautiful

 

Pouting lips

Emerald fire eyes

Sense of sun

 

Untamed

 

Soft spoken voice

Emotional larceny

Touches you

 

Forget it

 

Seduction

Unacknowledged

 

Unaware

Peril

Charm

 

Seconds take minutes

Grasp tolerance

 

Fall back

 

Serious

Focused

Exactly driven

 

Halting

Dry humor

You miss it

 

Second wave

 

Intimidated

Flushed vulnerable

 

Guilty embarrassed

Weak

 

Difficult

Fear

 

Did she notice?

 

Thoughts

 

Susan

 

”Careful there paperboy”

 

Warbel

 

“Try to keep up”

 

Moment without trust

A brief moment

 

String a few together

 

09005


 

Editor’s cut 09005

 

 Randall’s focus on chaos in life

is witnessed from a safe sanctuary,

isolated from the events taking

place before him.

 

 Susan breached that comfort zone

and it was a lot of change to get

used to.

 

 Now he’s been drawn into the story

and for the second time his comfort

zone has been compromised.

 

 This time by a compelled attraction

he’d never expected.

 

In this instant, his equilibrium’s been

struck dumb.

 

 He’s shaken and ill equipped to

continue with any semblance of

grace or confidence.

 

09005ec


 

Are you ok?

 

 What?

 Yeah um yes

 

 Sorry

 

 

 You were gone

 

 

 Yes I’m a

 

 It’s everything

All this

 

 You

 

 These recorders

 

 

 Feel like wild game?

 

 

 What?

 

 

 The hunted?

 

 

 Yes

That's it!

 

 

 Name’s Lydia

You can call me L

Jonathan did

 

 

 (Randall clears his throat)

I’m Randall

 

 Again

 

 

 That’s how it is at first Mr. Sparks

 

 The shock passes

Fear and anger to follow

 

 Think I'll call you Sparks

 

 

 Lydia, nice

 

 

 Jonathan said we couldn’t win

Then he went away

 

 Did he say anything about me?

 

 

 Nothing

 

 

 He was protecting me

He was a good man

 

 

 He was

 

 

 (she pauses)

 

Did he tell you about them?

 

 

The Civil?

 

 

 Is that what he called them?

 

 (she pauses)

 

 Play me your address now

 

 

 2516 Wabash Avenue 55114

 

 I left out the city

Because of your instructions

 

 It’s Minneapolis

 

 

 My address is different

It’s in Saint Paul

 

 We have to go there now

 

 

 Of course!

 

 

 Do you find this amusing Sparks?

Because I don’t

 

 

 No not amusing

Surreal

 

 So when do we leave?

 

 

 Tomorrow 7:00A.M. Logan

Delta Air flight 819

 

 It leaves at 8:10A.M. sharp

7:00A.M. gives us time

To clear check in

 

 Be there early Sparks

You need to rent a car

 

 

 Delta 819?

 

 

 7:00A.M. or before

 

 Here’s your ticket

Your name is John Smith

 

 

 Original

You bought me a ticket

 

 How did you?

 

 

 Change the name at check-in

So it doesn't make the computer

 

 They'll write it in

 

 Rent a car under your name

Have it waiting when we land

 

 Rent it for several days

 

 They’ll hold the card number

Until the rental closes

 

 And bring cash Sparks

 

 It might buy some time

Before we’re traced

 

 I’ll meet you in Minneapolis

At the car kiosk

 

 Bring your key and the address

 

 Don’t miss the flight

And don’t look for me

 

 

 See you at the airport?

 

 

 No, you won’t

 

 You’ll see me at the car

In Minneapolis and not until

 

 I told you, don’t look for me

 

 Two targets are harder to track

 

 And don’t draw attention Sparks

 

 

 Thank you L

For helping me

 

 

 Do I have a choice Sparks?

 

 Do you?

 

09006


 

In case Jonathan didn’t

Tell you

 

 Or you missed it

Let me explain what this is

 

 We are the prey

 

 They have bullets we don’t

 

 They know who you are

Probably me too

 

 We have neither

 

 I didn’t ask to be here

I don’t want to be hunted

 

 Those before us are dead

I wouldn’t bet on us

 

 As soon as I can get out

I’m gone and you should be too

If that’s possible

 

 My help Sparks

Could get us both killed

 

 So don’t read in

Don't assume anything

And don’t skip ahead

 

 Are my words not clear?

 

09007


 

Breadcrumbs

 

A path provided

Technological crumbs

 

Presumably left

By men without hope

In hopes that they might

Make a difference

 

Would the birds get there first?

 

09008