08 Nothing’s changed and everything has

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Nothing’s changed

 

And everything has

 

Jonathan Warbel told stories

of great deception and peril

at the hands of the Civil society

 

Would such an alliance

simply pack up

and return to the shadows?

 

Randall knew

they most assuredly would not

 

His reassurance to Susan

was a precocious dance

between a lie and hope

that they might lose interest

 

After all, other than serving

in a second person capacity

to witness a mad man's testimony

exposing the Civil's agenda

what additional use

could he possibly be?

 

08001


 

Saturday in memory

 

 In honor of Dr. Jonathan Warbel

 

 (A well-dressed woman

Her soft voice speaks

From behind a black veil

Addressing those gathered)

 

 My name is Lydia Carnegie

Jonathan Warbel was a friend

And colleague actually

 

 He allowed me to intern with him

It was truly an honor

 

 (her words fall to tears)

 

 I’m sorry

 

 He had his moments

His quests, his victories

 

 And at times

His difficulties

 

 But to know

 

 To know him

 

 (she pauses in silence)

 

 I'm sorry

 

 I can’t do this

I’m sorry

 

 (she steps away in tears)

 

08002


 

The pastor asks

 

 If anyone else would like

to say a few words

 

 (Some of the staff

from Intra-Care speak

sharing kind thoughts

and memories

 

 The pastor continues)

 

 Jonathan Warbel

Cared about those around him

Many have told me

He watched out for them

 

 Toward the end

He spoke of going home

 

 His departure was sudden

It leaves us with a sense of loss

 

 Yet just as he lived

He has gone on before us

Once again

 

 And once again

Carrying our thoughts

And our prayers

 

 He’s gone home

 

 And a little bit of us

Goes home with him

 

08003


 

I have to speak with her

 

 I must speak with her

After the ceremony

 

 

 I don't think so

 

 

 She was close to Warbel

 

 She might know something

Some background

Anything

 

 

 Careful there paperboy

She’s very lovely

 

 I will kill you

And save others the trouble

 

 (Susan smiling with just her lips)

 

 (Trust is one thing

 

 But girls know attraction

and Miss Lydia Carnegie

was definitely attraction

especially behind a veil

 

 Attraction without ceremony

precedent, or time

 

 Something about her

whispered trouble

enough to justify concern

and it wasn’t the veil)

 

 

 I won’t be long

I must introduce myself

And ask for an interview

 

 

 I’m telling you Randall

I will kill you

 

 This is not fine

 

08004


 

Susan's trust of Randall

is solid

 

She knows

life may present challenge at times

 

She's confident in herself

and their life together

 

“It never hurts to check the reins

kick the spurs and threaten death

to keep love alive and let them know

you care” - unknown

 

08005

 

Miss Carnegie?

 

 My name is Randall Sparks

I was a friend

 

 Can we speak?

 

 

 No

 

 

 No?

 

 

 (lifting her veil)

 

 No

 

08006


 

Returning to Susan

 

 What did she say?

 

 She said no

 

 

 No?

 

 

 Yeah, just no

(shrugging as he spoke)

 

 

 Hmm

(Susan replied in thought)

 

 Did she say why?

 

 

 No

 

08007


 

She refused?

 

 Splendid!

 

 Perhaps she needs word

From an old friend

 

 

 To convince her?

 

 

 Yes

 

From someone she trusts

 

 

 Warbel?

 

 

 Just a little encouragement

 

 And a path

From someone deceased

 

08008


 

Two packages

 

Six weeks later

After the memorial for Dr. Warbel

 

A package arrives

at the home of Randall Sparks

 

Another at the residence

of Dr. Lydia Erin Carnegie

 

Both postmarked United Kingdom

from A. Phepps

 

Inside each package

a note in an envelope

with an address

 

Along with

a name, a number

and a key

 

Two notes

that shared one message

 

 

“Warbel is gone

It’s impossible alone

 

He told me

you each hold a key

to the other’s success

 

I made him a promise

 

I’ve kept it now

and I’m done

 

I’m sorry for everything

 

Allen”

 

 

Lydia’s note had an extra line

 

“You have to help him L”

 

08009


 

We must meet

 

 A recorded message

on the answering machine

at the residence of Randall Sparks

 

 Mr. Sparks

 

 You asked to speak to me

I told you no

 

 I’m assuming you know who this is

 

 Meet me

At the Boston Public Garden

 

 Enter from Arlington street

Find the Marriage Ceremony site

 

 There’s a flat bench

Sit facing the path

 

 If someone is sitting there

Wait until it’s empty

 

 Saturday 2:00P.M.

Wear a winter scarf

 

 Wait for me and don’t speak

Listen only

 

 It's very important

Don't speak just listen

 

 Don’t look for me

And don’t look at me

 

 These are the rules

Break them you’re on your own

 

 No calls no contact no names

No second chances

 

 Saturday

 

08010


 

Boston 1821

 

In 1821 Mill Dam was built

separating Round Marsh

from the Charles River

 

Out of this ripe beginning

the first public botanic garden

in the United States

 

Became a reality

with quite a rich history

 

Winter ice skating, early Spring

swan boats on the Lagoon

late Spring flowering trees

 

Summer roses, to Autumn cherries

a colorful collage of turning leaves

and endless pathways

 

It's almost possible to forget

urban chaos emerging

from the world outside of

the Boston Public Garden

 

08011


 

Saturday

 

Boston Public Garden, 2:00P.M.

 

Randall waits

and waits

and waits

 

Nothing

 

He leaves at 4:00P.M.

 

08012


 

It was a test

 

 A new message

on Randall’s machine

waiting when he arrives home

 

 You know who this is

I’m sorry you had to wait

 

 But I needed to be sure

That you could follow directions

 

 You left after only two hours

Anyone could do that

 

 Next time wait three

 

 Monday

Same time same place

 

 Same rules

 

08013


 

Monday

 

 Boston Public Garden, 2:15P.M.

 

 Eyes forward Mr. Sparks

Don’t look or speak

Don’t even nod

 

 Beneath your seat is a bag

I just placed it there

 

 Inside the bag is a recorder

 

 We are being watched

 

 They are listening and filming us

 

 And they can read our lips

 

 My scarf makes it difficult to hear

And my hand blocks my words

 

 If you understand this

Cover your mouth with your scarf

And say yes

 

 

 Yes

 

 

 Good, then listen

In a moment I will leave

 

 You will get the recorder

And the ear buds

 

 On the left side is the on-off switch

Push on until the screen lights up

 

 Plug the ear buds into the left side

But don’t put them on

 

 Instead

Toss them over your left shoulder

 

 I will return with more instructions

If you understand this say yes

 

 

 Yes

 

 

 Good, begin now

 

 (Randall recovers the recorder

and ear buds from the bag

adheres to the directions given

and awaits her return)

 

 Well done Mr. Sparks

 

 You will feel my ear buds

Fall on your shoulder

 

 Put them on

 

 

 (Randall inserts the ear buds)

 

 

 Can you hear me ok?

 

 

 Yes I can hear you

 

 

 I can speak to you now Mr. Sparks

 

 It’s natural to nod

So don’t nod

Just listen

 

 There’s a button on your recorder

Marked REC for record

 

 Press it once

And the red light blinks

 

 It’s in rehearsal mode

Rehearsal mode doesn’t record

 

 If you press it again

It's on steady in record mode

 

 We don't want to record

 

 If the light is on steady

Press the button with a square

And start over

 

 The square button stops it

 

 Make sure the red light blinks

 

 After the red light is blinking

Hold the recorder next to your mouth

 

 Cover the recorder with your scarf

And speak softly into it

 

 Say I understand

 

 

 I understand

 

 

 Good

 

 I think you know why

But this is how it works

 

 They can tap our phones

Read our lips

Intercept radio transmissions

And record sounds

 

 The scarf muffles the sound

Garbles intelligibility

And blocks the view

 

 Recorders allow us to speak softly

Into each other’s ear buds

And still hear clearly

 

 They know we are talking

But they can’t tell what we say

 

 Recording is a threat

 

 Recording requires deletion

Sometimes it’s necessary

 

 But that will come later

 

 For now

Unless I say otherwise

Make sure it blinks

 

 As you may guess

I’ve done this before

 

 Jonathan came up with it

 

 The recorder electronics

Are too low power to intercept

 

 So we can hide what we say

Right in front of them

 

 Jonathan took satisfaction

At the irony of it

 

 I didn't think it was necessary

 

 It turns out he was right

 

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