Angels of the meadow
They’ll be angels of the meadow
Like their mother
And we’ll give our lives
To light their world
So being a girl is special
As it was meant to be
Unlimited
Untouched
By blindness from the past
We’ll give them love
That spills from buttercups
And fills our hearts
So they’ll learn
To know their own
A1001-2002
Watching over you
I try to stay awake all night
To watch you sleep
Kiss you when you stir
Only to awake in your arms
Warmed by the morning sun
I must have drifted off
Somewhere between
Heaven and dawn
A1002-2002
Of all things
Of all the things
I’ve lost since you left
I think I miss hope
The most
A1003-2002
Damaged goods
I’m sorry I wasn’t a better catch
For you to your friends
Guess I didn’t net you a prize
In their eyes
Guess I was a void
That left stories unfulfilled
So I’ll be gone
And leave it to you
To bend and disguise
Leave it to you
To paint pretty lies
A1004-2002
Sleep Inn
I asked for a wake-up call
At the desk
Of the “Sleep Inn”
Then thought
What am I saying?
A1005-2002
Three consonants and I
This shit is his is it?
Is it?
It is?
Shit
A1006-2002
You
The reason
Short breath
Can’t concentrate
Want to scream
Cry for no reason
Want you
Here
Now
Always
More
Bad
So much
Constant
Anguish
Smiles
Fear
Hate
Concern
Worry
Longing
Frustration
Illusion
Dreaming
Lust
Hiding
Naked
Uncovered
Confusion
Hunger
I’m absent
In your
Not being here
You call
I say nothing
So shy
Wrecked
Guilty
Shamed
Present
Pleased
You hang up
Loss enters
Fills my soul
Lonely
Angry
Why?
A1007-2002
This world of color
It’s been three and a-half years
Since my birth
Since I returned to a world of color
Where none existed
Through my callus
For 27 years
This world of color’s full of beauty
Feeling and warmth
Last night I heard
A woman in Nigeria gave birth
Out of wedlock
It’s a capitol sin
She would be stoned
This world of color’s full of pain
My heart’s a freefall of tears
Emotional cascade
Salt rips through the wounds
No jest can heal this hurt
There’s no other way to look
Can't you see
It’s wrong?
Wake up
Escape your black and white
Callused safety world
Live and love and hurt
This world of color
Needs our hearts
To beat together
A1008-2002
Highway
Armed with a lethal smile
You blew by as a kiss
I hated you
I wanted you
It was mine to challenge
And you took it
With taunting tease
Then ran away
On past seventy-five
Way past my fences
Speeding towards danger
Forbidden desire
My heart floored to chase
My pulse raced
My wheels soared
But you were gone
Still the taste
You
A1009-2002
Artistic noise
It’s like looking in a dictionary
To find a poem
For all the words
It’s hard to see
What’s really there
A1010-2002
Someone told me
Someone told me I couldn't
So I quit
Someone told me I was no good
So I stopped trying
Someone told me I was fat
So I ate
Someone told me I was ugly
So I hid
Someone told me I was old
So I waited to die
Then a child told me "I love you"
And I cried
A1011-2002
Citizens of hate
I wish my father
Never used those words
In my presence
I wish he was proud and brave
I wish he’d never lived in fear
Suspicious, disdainful and angry
I wish by his subtle actions
He’d never shown me hate
I wish those at the tip
Of the lash of his tongue
Were without fault
Of their own
I wish their actions at times
Didn’t lend merit
To my father’s views
And at times
Reciprocate them
But they and my father
Are human not perfect
And as I loved him
I must love them
As citizens of hate
We purchase no favor
No tolerance of anger
No allowance to act
If you rape and defile
My brothers and sisters
You rape and defile me
Hate’s a dagger
We choose to pick up
Or put down
A dagger
Of looks words and actions
Though I love you
As I loved my father
I can be shamed
By what you do
A1012-2002
Afraid of the dark
We have sex
And our friendship
To fill the gaps
Between love and hate
Sensuous challenge
As hot oil
Frustration
Sickening sweet
As marmalade
Devour flesh
Into ego
Spit back
Seed and bone
Consume oxygen
Of flame we need
Flame we share
Flame that owns us
Together
We stand alone
Afraid of the dark
A1013-2002
A life of our own
We spend so much
Of our time
Paying attention
To how others
Spend so much of their life
Which consumes
So much of our time
It becomes our life
Placebo
Conciliation
For a life
We might of had
A life we could’ve had
Before courage lay slain
Pierced by prophecy
Breast fed by fear
We might never have
A life of our own
A1014-2002
Evermore
I love the child you
The woman you
The spirit you
I love your soul
And I’ll be yours
Beyond the time
When time is time
I will love you
Evermore
A1015-2003
O
I find myself
Dreaming of you
Eyes blur
Ears ring
Short breath
Sighs
It happens
If I let myself go
If I could leave this life
In your embrace
Your kiss
Everything sublime
In a moment
Eternity dawns
Hundreds of words
I’ve exhausted
Trying to tell you
It requires
But one letter
O
A1016-2003
Well-seasoned wood
Death
Permeates
Whispers softly
Subtle erosion
Fades
Splits
Blood slows
Cold damp
Earthy stillness
Cautious spirit
Reflection
Acceptance
Appointment
Love’s promise
Meadows and flowers
Light and you
I met death once
Looked across
Encouraged
Unhurried
Anxious
Unafraid
I embrace
Natural cracking
Of wood well-seasoned
A1017-2003
You have come to me
You’ve come to me
Become the sunshine
Of my hearts passion
Tears of contentment
Spirit’s turbulence
Essence in hot tea
Honey consumed
By only you
To caress
To flow unyielding
There shall be
No secret place
We can’t go
Together
A1018-2003
Is this it?
Is this what it’s like
When love starts?
Curiosity blossoms
Interest peaks
Imagination stirs
Cautious desire
Shaken conscious
Is this the view
This side of the curve
Emotional landscape
Taste of a moment?
Or a mirage?
Just
A promise of hope
That disappoints
Again
A1019-2003
Shaken
Silence
My hope’s slowly
But increasingly
Becoming eroded
I try to nudge
Startle or awaken it
Loneliness lurks
Just off in shadow
Waiting its chance
To consume
I face hope for hours
Concern on my brow
Refusing to believe
There’s nothing
To believe in
I hate you silence
Leave hope alone
Your presence
Isn’t welcome
Oh hope
Where have you gone?
Where’s my comfort
My rest?
I wish this moment
Would pass
Tears
Shaken
A1020-2003
Vanilla love
Take away sticky
Take away sweet
Take away hunger
Take away seductive
Take away passion
Take away anger
Take away hate
Take away lust
You get plain old
Vanilla love
Flavor to taste
A1021-2003
Roadkill
Shattered fragments
Between the gaps
Reflections of love
Scattered art
Laceration
Echo without song
Thought flows to tear
Tear runs to blood
Blood runs to nothing
With each drop
The heart dies a little
Amidst whispers of soul
Awaiting flies of reality
Like roadkill
A1022-2003