Dolores most beautiful
This will be the fifth
And our fourth time
Since being together
Mother’s Day
Your children grown
Taylor and Molly adult
And Dakota becoming
A fine young lady
Lives of their own now
A little alone now
With your memory
In your absence
Left to linger
I hope they can know you
As I’ve grown to
I want to know them
And give love as you do
Still I stay distant
For their protection
My love is a circus
Unstable by day
They’ve been through much
Yet if they should want
They needn’t hesitate
To ask me anything
I love you completely
I can share
To know their mom
Is the most passionate
Most beautifully honest
And sexiest spirit
On any plane of life
You draw truth from me
And press me to reach
Beyond myself
They should know
Maybe some day they will
Maybe some day
I’ll tell them myself
Shall - 2022
∞ - πr2
Do you feel like a victim?
Like no matter what you do
You can’t find contentment?
Do you view the world
Through the lens of you?
If so
Your whole world
Becomes the area within
The circle of you
And that’s great
If you find happiness there
If not
Perhaps you might try
Focusing on the area
Outside the circle
I love you Dolores
You helped me live
Shall - 2022
A million suns
I caught a spider in a glass
To set it free outside
Out of caution
I washed the glass
And you tickled my calf
From behind
I laughed and embraced
Your startling touch
Designed for my surprise
And sensed your delight
At my moment’s fright
And the brilliant glean
Of your fiery eyes
So have all your fun
My most spirited one
I want you more than
A million suns
Shall – 2022
More tomorrow
A week away now
Our 4th anniversary
4th of July 2022
And I’m excited
Seems like yesterday
When I found you
Flowers of spring
In full blossom
Sharing their blooms
But I have my flower
I have you
And none other
Can compare
I love you more today
Than all the yesterdays
Put together
And
I’ll love you more
Tomorrow
Shall – 2022
As my woman
I don’t love you
As a girl
I don’t love you
As a dream
I don’t love you
As a woman
I don’t love you
As a queen
I don’t love you
As an object
But you are a girl
You are a dream
An amazing woman
And perfect queen
You’re not an object
You’re my Heaven
And my life
When you died
You were forty-six
Today you’re fifty
I sense this in your spirit
And love it in our days
So I don’t love you
As anything other
Than who you are
I love you
As my woman
Shall – 2022
Exactly happy
You made me exactly happy
You make me exactly happy
Happiest I’ve ever been
Happiest I’ll ever be
I don’t have to
Give myself to you
I want to
And I’ll want to
Through all the tomorrows
Of all the tomorrows
Shall – 2022
Sublime
You’re beautiful
And amazing
You sing like wind
In the cliffs of Heaven
But it’s more than that
You fit
Better than anyone
I’ve ever met or known
You articulate
Better than anyone
I’ve ever met or known
I love the way of you
And it’s absolute joy
To be in your love
Shall – 2022
More than enough
My world takes place
Within a prism of you
Each thought entwined
In unclothed reflection
Of your deliberate view
Your skeletal truths
In shadowed corners
Whisper soft to me
My constant song
Is you
I can’t name this need
In silent moments facing
Dismissed focus
For sensed embracing
And when you’re there
My heart is whole
And nothing else at all
Could compare
It’s more than enough
Shall - 2022
Three times prime
17 + 17 + 17
17 + 13 + 11 + 5 + 3 + 2
17 + 13 + 11 + 7 + 3
19 + 17 + 13 + 2
23 + 19 + 7 + 2
29 + 19 + 3
31 + 19 + 1
37 + 13 + 1
41 + 7 + 3
43 + 3 + 5
47 + 3 + 1
Eleven prime ways
To say my love
You’re 51 today
My love
When I feel this way
I’m content inside
And filled with joy
You do this to me
It’s good and right
And I sense
I wouldn’t be the same
Without you
I couldn’t hold a flame
Without you
I never want to be
Without you
My spirit couldn’t see
Without you
Inside of me
You’re unique
You’re original
You’re prime
And you’re mine
Happy birthday baby
September 6, 2022
Shall – 2022
Forever with you
Well
Here we are
It’s 12:37am and we
Have a shot at six hours
Before a seven wakeup
Just finished watching
Morning glory
A little crazy
A little funny
Everything we do
Doesn’t have to be epic
The truth is
Sometimes I just want
To cry or laugh with you
With
Being the preposition
And you
Being the noun
I love to
Talk to you
Lay with you
Stare to you
And think of nothing
Just let time hold us
In close proximity
You there
And me here
If I could
I’d want to be buried
Holding you
And I don’t even know
If it’s legal
Admittedly strange
But if I could
I’d hold you so tight
I’d hold you forever
As it is
I look into forever
In peace
And contentment
With you
Shall - 2022
Hunger
It’s there again
All morning long
I want you
Need I say more?
It’s a constant hunger
I love with
I live with
I know you know
Shall - 2022
Satiable
Like other people
I kept my radar
Active to see
What might be missing
Or what I might be
Insatiable hunger
Sustained appetite
As a bee finds each flower
Attractive to sight
As one who is blind
I searched for my home
Without recognition
And destined to roam
Discarding self-trust
I entered my quest
At Genesis 1
What better place to start
Than at the beginning
Making my way
To Numbers 33
Your lingering voice
Beckoned to me
I answered dumb
Not knowing where
Your message called from
Could I trust this?
Could I trust us?
Could I trust me?
All logic eluded
It’s insanity
When realms between
Heaven and earth
Or love and reason collide
Also do realms
Of honesty and pride
There’s nothing to see
In a moment I knew
All hunger is gone
And home meant for me
Is in Heaven with you
So now I’m satiable
Infinitely hooked
Found my only answer
In the last place I looked
Domareo
Shall - 2022
Because of you
The world can’t defeat me
Because of you
I am antifragile
Because of you
You are my strength
You are my life
You’re my miracle
And you’re my joy
When my time comes
I won’t hesitate
To join you in Heaven
My life is beautiful
Because of you
Shall - 2022
Step up
As a child
This world is big
It takes a step up
To reach the sink
I can’t get there
Myself
As a man
Heaven is great
The Trinity
Is everything
And you
Are right there
With them
You’re my step up
To reach Heaven
I can’t get there
Without you
Shall - 2022
Love’s secret
Your spirit
Transports me
To destinations
I’ve never known
All my life I’ve stood
At passion’s edge
And didn’t see it
I could’ve been cut
By its jagged blade
Releasing me
From my sleep
Revealing ecstasy
Beyond imagination
Your kiss
My surrender
Our truth
Love’s secret
Shall - 2022
Perfect Heaven
In a dream
I kissed you
I had no choice
You’re everything
Perfect Heaven
I was destroyed
And consumed
And suddenly
The world fell away
All I could see
And all I could want
Was you
And then terror
It was a dream
Was it really you?
Can I be sure?
It better be
It must be
It couldn’t be
Anyone else
You’re the only one
I could so completely
Want
Shall - 2022